Dark Room

Sitting in a dark room.
No hope left in my soul.
I wish i could say sorry.
sorry that I ever let you in.
Sorry I wasn't good enough.
I gave you all my heart, but it wasn't enough.

You still think you could do better?
I dare you to find someone who loves you like I do.
You won't, because there is only one of me and one of you.
I am sorry I ever gave you a chance.
We should have made it last.

Now I sit in a dark room.
With no hope left in my soul.
I cry my self to sleep.
I cut my arm and watch it bleed.
You plant yourself into my heart.
Now you tear it out.

You said we were meant to be.
That's not what I see.
I sit here everyday trying to forget.
Forget the pain, the memories.
My happiness has been replaced.
Replaced with tears and grief.

I lost all hope in you.
I hope I can make it through.
I didn't mean anything to you.
I don't think I ever did.
I am falling into darkness.
All alone I sit.
Crying myself to sleep.
Cutting my arm, and watching it bleed.

I guess I can be thankful I am in a dark room.
My soul if filled with hopelessness and gloom.
I really wish I could say sorry, but it wouldn't change a thing.
In your mind I was just a fling.
In my mind you were a king.
So I guess I sit in this dark room alone.
With no hope left in my soul.