My Favorite Pain

There's a knife in my hand,
My mind knows what to do,
I move the blade against
my skin,
Parting a vein so blue.

Blood is just gushing out,
I start to feel that lovely
high,
Then my room starts spinning,
And it gets harder to open my
eyes.

I collapse in the corner,
And a smile comes across my
face,
My arm is throbbing majorly,
But this is my happy place.

I close my eyes for good this
time,
Finally broke free of those chains,
I'm free to be seen,
As I escape to my favorite pain.