monster

 
i am broken like the crakes in the sands of time forever broken and like a broken heart forever brused and broken never moving forwerd always stuck in reverse and never able to escape the intrapment that is the world obsorbed and rebuilt in my mind,
were there is a building blank were therev is no color but black and white so i clime and clim up the stair well but when i reach the top there lies nothing but a little boy and a knight paparing to fight the monster inside me that only lies beneath the skin ready to break out like a concerous rash and its this monster that i fear the most the monster of anger and reguret.
"for what girl could posibly love somthing as unlovable as a beast."