My Sweet Suicide

I tried to stay
I never wished it all away
But this is what you
Did to me
I can't take it here anymore
There's nothing more I can endure
I love you all but I have to say goodbye
As I put the knife to my wrist I cry
I look at everything I promised you
And get pissed that it could't go through

I'm sorry
Do you want to know why
You want to hear why I said bye
Truth is I don't know
There is nowhere I can go
This world is full of hate
I can't even get a date

I know this is selfish
Whatever go eat some shellfish
Hahahah Yeah I can be funny
I ain't no bunny
I'm saying goodbye
Time to lay down the line
I do have reasons to do this
I know to stay you wish

But the world would be better off
without me
I can't stand it here anymore
I'm beaten bruised and scared
This is who I am
Not who you are
This is my last breath......
I cut deep
Let the red flow
I scream and cringe in sorrow
What have I done....
It's too late now
I'm bleeding out as I write this
I am sorry world goodbye......


Some lyrics to Last breath by Attack! Attack!

Is this my last breath?
I can't breathe,
I'm choking on my own condescending words.
Answer me
Will you ever answer me?
Aren't you gonna answer me?
When I am crying out your name and I'm lost in shame.
Lead me on my way,
And give me words to say.
(Words to say)
And I can't see
That I've lost my dreams,
Carry me, cause my heart is weak
Is this my last breath?
I can't sleep
This world inside my head is run by my anxious thoughts
Give me peace
Will you bring me off my knees?
Aren't you gonna answer me?
When I am crying out your name and I'm lost in shame.
Lead me on my way,
And give me words to say.
(Words to say)
And I can't see
That I've lost my dreams,
Carry me, cause my heart is weak