I Once Was Blind!!

I wept into the empty abyss that was your promised love, and I ate the rotten plague ridden fruit from your cold palm, like a hungry dog devouring your vindictiveness, disguised as affection.

I sat there idle as you ripped through my delicate flesh to rewire my personality to fit your insecure needs and wants, all the time thinking  if I just cower to your superior persona, I could fain happiness living in your shadow.

Embarrassed, empty and stupid I felt from your departure, as you paraded your next victim in front of me like a trophy that I was supposed to admire.

I gained strength and a sense of vengeance when I gave your sister the night of her life, and fucked her in spite of you.

The largest part of me, wanted to let you back in when you came to my door with bloodshot eyes and wet socks from walking through the rain, but my self respect came to the forefront and I drove you to your parents place and dropped you on their doorstep like an unwanted child.

You begged like a homeless leper for weeks for me to take you back, but I was enjoying your pain and anguish. A control I had never felt over you was fuelled by new found assertiveness, and I was out of your reach.

Karma, it would seem is not without some sort of vindicated satisfaction for those who have been wronged.