Splitting

I split myself apart
Waiting for the light to rein
Down on me
As I slit apart my bare white skin
I wait for you
To come in and relieve me
As my blood hits the floor
Because I know you'll give me more.
You can cut me apart
Wish for me to be dead
Make me dig my own grave
Then watch me fall in.
I will slowly fall
Feeling the dirt on my skin
As you bury me alive
Relinquishing your sin
You perservere me
And I hide from you
You keep me locked
Alone in this room
With a garden on the wall
And no blankets or sheets
So when you come down
Nobody can hear my screams
These thick walls
Mute my screams
They make it so
Nobody on the outside can hear me
I scream for help
Even though nobody can hear me.
I cry and I bleed
You spread yourserlf all around me
Coming inside me.
Unwanted and unpleased
I slit my wrists
With the broken mirror
Thats on the wall
And downward I fall
I fall to the ground
My blood is spilling
A puddle on the ground.
And then I am gone.