dead

Its seems to me lately I’ve lost all hope.
I’ve resorted to cutting necks just to cope.
I crawl out of the ground I’m dressed in black.
The success and money imma take it all back.

Someone took my spot you know he got assassinated.
Because I’m covered in blood I got discriminated.
I had everything all jokes aside
Now all I got are bugs eaten at my inside.

I’m losing limbs like every other day
Hopin if I ignore it... It’s sure to go away.
Safety pins out my face I’m so fearless
Hitting the road for days it leaves me kinda pissed.

Hate is a word I swap for confusion
I pretend stupid mother fuckers are an illusion
I’m a loser I’ve been abused and used
The biting and fighting always leaves me bruised

I wouldn’t trade that for shit
Every scratch I get only makes me look legit
That seems to be my perspective
I’m asking all the questions just call me detective

I’m completely wasted away can’t go another day
My body and flesh has now started to decay
I’m a goner ok I lived a good life
I thank god everyday that I never lived trife