Why love?

Why I have no love
I guess I can't complain
Because there are others who don't think the same
They think why do I love
Someone I can't have
But I wish that thinking
Was one I had
I wish I had one
To express my love for
But maybe even if I did
Would he have it anymore
The one I want
To love so hard
Seems to be out of reach
So far far away
It seems so unfair but
I don't want to rant
About something so stupid
I guess I am stupid
So don't complain
About what I think
Because they are my thoughts
I understand that the story has turned
But no one can know
Who has uttered these words
For if they do
I will be gone