Forever is just a day

Yesterday was sad and near-lost.
ignorant minds gave me no love to cop
but before the day would fade
It brought hope
a smile as she'd stare
something paired soul could share
that led to today
something
-everything
my way of seeing things
and judging beings
yes we all do it occasionally

Today fills me with darkest fear
my one only wish kills me slow
like a living flesh to a spear
the living dream of loving you
brings along living nightmare
how will I live if i lost you
The angel-like soul
that gives me hope of building
-a tomorrow
your smile
that burns down my everyday s' sorrow

so before I wonder off again
with my usual troubled lonely heart
road-running again in tonight's rain
I write to you
do not consider my act selfish
despite the true fact that
-it's indeed selfish
I left with reasons that I've nothing
absolutely nothing but love
inside my soul drained from yours
which will keep me surviving for a while

I left with fear of tomorrow
it could be a death of all hope
torturing and unbearable
you could get bored of same heart
or meet a bad breed that gives more pleasure
but gives your feelings a blind sight
I've left 'cause if this love dies you'll live
-hold another and commit to another
but I wont so I save myself before it's late
before I fall in too deep
I could share this forever
BUT
what if
-it comes to that moment
and another keeps  you
and we can't pair-up and cherish the moment
anymore...NEVER
after all


...forever is just a day-it could be any day