If only if only.

The girl of our dreams
do you know what I mean?
It would be nice to find
the one. Stop searching
in this and just be done.

To come home and not be alone.
Instead I just make those sad low
moans.I just lay in my bed thinking
about all the shit that might make
me wrong in my head.

Have that one to talk to,walk to,
flock to. Always be there especially
when I feel soulless and bare.
Be there on a bad day, like when
I see those fifty shades of grey.

One day is all I can say,
it helps me as Ijust sit and pray.
One day ill wake up and see
that maybe there is just that one
waiting for me.

My soul tampered.The need of her here
to make it feel pampered. Wake up
beside me on that rainy day. Reside
with me so we both just sit in and stay.

Have our relationship last for
eternity because I know i want her
here always with me.I want to stop
and smell those beautiful roses and
of course take the lifetime pictures
as she poses.


If only If only......