Numbing

What is this pain that i feel?
Numbing from my head to my heel.
What wrong have i done?
this thing that's turning my heart into stone.
What are these thoughts that are going through my mind?
These ideas are telling me to reach into my pocket and take out my knife.
Is this pain my depression?
The darkness moving inside and has taken admission.
Can i end it, can i die, can i get out of this clash?
i extend my arm and end it, with one violent slash