Brink Of Life

Withdrawn, and bleeding out.
Blood seeps from these forsaken, morbid wounds
All light bent and fraying.
Hell I'm losing track of what I'm saying.
Everything becoming an illusion.
The black has engulfed me.

Ill try to hang on.
But, my fingers have lost all grip.
Ill just slip away, and maybe this time in hell ill stay

Falling, my mind becoming weightless.
My body painted with my crimson red.
Falling, even this sting is weakening.
No more tears will I shed.

Ill say goodbye just one last time.
Ill love you forever.. a lullaby ill sing to you just one more night.
I can feel this is my time to die.
My eyes are weakened by the light seeking my life.
Blind, so ill just lie.
Blind, so everything will be alright.

I'm falling away, and everything turns to grey.
Today was my last day.
But, if I wake to see tommarow...
I wonder if life will still be so hollow.

Shades of grey blacken, as the fires spur around me.
Caught in an enclosure, the truth only shows here.
In this morbid hell I've found beauty in oblivion.
My eternal release has settled in, only to leave me dry again.

Suddenly the fire in my eyes reduce to a single flame!
All these feelings are not the same!
I gasp for air!
I'm clinging to life from no where!
Eyes open wide, am I no longer blind?
Mind expanding as my life flashes before me.
I'm enlightened now just to know me!
Near death?
Was I?  
Truth be told, I cannot lie.
Its not so bad to die.