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I can't breathe:
My heart is trapped in a vice that very slowly and painfully tightens around it

I am lost:
I don't know what to do, which direction to turn. Every path feels impossible

I am blind:
No matter where i look, everything is covered in a thick layer of soot from a burning love of nine years so ubrubtly extinguished

I'm in pain:
A pain unlike anything i have experienced in my wretched life

I'm a fool:
For you, for love, for what was and what could have been

i am broken:
In all senses of the word. My spirit has been crushed, i am stricken with grief and i fail to see a way out

I need help:
Someone needs to save me from myself. Sanity has departed and bleeding no longer relieves me

I am scared:
I want to die