Hurting Inside

Obviously I'm hurting inside right now
You had two days to think about it
During those two days I felt like the happiest girl alive
I was acting like you already yes
When your two days were up I was so excited for your answer
And I was positive that you'd say yes
I wrote you a letter asking for your answer
And you told me we'd talk about it after school
My heart started to speed up
But by the end of the day my heart sank into misery
Your answer was no
and you gave me your reason why
I didn't care about your reason
Before I asked you to be my girlfriend my heart was set on you and only you
My eyes no longer showed love but grief
My smile has turned to a frown
My heart broke into pieces
My soul faded away
My mind was busy asking the question why