His Love Song

I believe my lord is punishing me

Torturing me with your love

It's like a drug

So wrong, so poisonous

But so addicting

Too addicting, I can't live without it

It's slowing killing me

And taking me

Down, down, down

To the rock bottom of things

Sometimes I wish was lonely

I never wanted this

I gave out this time

Struggling to catch my breath

When we met again

That smirk, that horrible feeling

It took me a while

To feel normal again

My heart is betraying me

It thinks you'll come back

And save me

Do all the right things

But you’re trearing me apart

Drawing out my love

He's in my head

Giving me nightmares

His love doesn't hurt

But it burns

In the end

I'm regretting it all

I'm trying my best

But he's stronger than me

I gave out

Struggling to catch my breath

When we met again

Those words, that horrible feeling

I'm fighting him

As hard as I can

But he's pulling me

Down, down, down