Torn

Torn between life an death
Never seen are the things I need
The attention I craved
The hope to be saved
The love I can't find
Many so full of hate and unkind
Makes me lose my mind
I want to run away from this
I want to be happy
I've tried but failed
Pain and I meld
We come together in pieces like a puzzle
I never thought I'd grow up to be so out of place
To have nothing but space and time
To unwind in such a way
To be so fragile and vulnerable
To be dishonored
To feel ugly
Torn between my own morality I am

But not any more.I have been saved by the good grace of Karma and fate.I have been saved by my soul mate
By my kindred spirit Caleb