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the truth of unspoken words
I have cried too many times to hold anything back but when I look into your eyes I see the courage I lack how can I complete you when I’m not even whole, piece me back together to fill this empty hole see I am fragile like a dying rose touch me real softly let this moment be froze-better yet let it thaw I wanna see this moment how it is let the feelings be raw
I don’t want my mind to perceive what isn’t true I want to see what is real and what you really wanna do are you gonna hurt me leave me outside rather let me die from a broken heart then to love me aren’t you wise you knew what I wanted from the start so why drag me along why play the part just to do me wrong
I hurt everyday others less sometimes I don’t feel at all like there’s no beating heart in my chest you screwed me up real bad and it’s a shame instead of keeping you out of my life I just let you walk in and out again so who’s really the stupid one here looks like me I won’t take the stand I just won’t let you leave completely
we’re still hanging on but to what though you have a girlfriend and me I have nothing so let’s be real tell me something it’s gonna be 2013 and we’re still playing this game that started in 2009 I wish I could just stand my ground but it’s not really what I want I want you and your love but it seems it can’t be found
I thought God created man for a good sole purpose to love women now don’t get me wrong God isn’t to blame its these sinful men who have no shame to their game how can you deceive me by perceiving in your mind that what you’re doing is fine you have to draw the line
love isn’t a game it’s a mindset chemicals flowing through the brain trust me there flowing through mine why take the time to come up with a lie to just store me in your back pocket I’d rather explode like a rocket than to bear anymore of your love lies tell it to her not I
yeah I love you that’s my honest truth but why should it matter to you we’ve been through but then again I guess we’re both lying because deep inside I know you want to be with me and I know that we aren’t over we’re meant to be one day we will both be at peace and know love the way it’s supposed to be
can you perceive this in your mind laying to rest and waking up to a sunrise above our heads and staring into each other’s eyes and thanking God we’re alive I dream it every night this isn’t even right why do I gotta suffer more for something that isn’t even promised I don’t feel pure I feel dirty like I’m tainted and no one on this earth will ever want me these feelings haunt me in the latest hours of night and then an image of your face appears and my worries and doubts disappear because my dreams aren’t reality its fantasy and when I wake up I’m crash landing to the facts that we can’t cover up our tracks
We have a history we can’t erase so are you willing to work at a different pace to finish what you started or is this game it if so end it now leave me with some ounce of hope than to just leave me deserted on some never ending road
I was created to be strong but you’ve broken me I’ve loved you since day one I know without a doubt God made you for me
I don’t want my mind to perceive what isn’t true I want to see what is real and what you really wanna do are you gonna hurt me leave me outside rather let me die from a broken heart then to love me aren’t you wise you knew what I wanted from the start so why drag me along why play the part just to do me wrong
I hurt everyday others less sometimes I don’t feel at all like there’s no beating heart in my chest you screwed me up real bad and it’s a shame instead of keeping you out of my life I just let you walk in and out again so who’s really the stupid one here looks like me I won’t take the stand I just won’t let you leave completely
we’re still hanging on but to what though you have a girlfriend and me I have nothing so let’s be real tell me something it’s gonna be 2013 and we’re still playing this game that started in 2009 I wish I could just stand my ground but it’s not really what I want I want you and your love but it seems it can’t be found
I thought God created man for a good sole purpose to love women now don’t get me wrong God isn’t to blame its these sinful men who have no shame to their game how can you deceive me by perceiving in your mind that what you’re doing is fine you have to draw the line
love isn’t a game it’s a mindset chemicals flowing through the brain trust me there flowing through mine why take the time to come up with a lie to just store me in your back pocket I’d rather explode like a rocket than to bear anymore of your love lies tell it to her not I
yeah I love you that’s my honest truth but why should it matter to you we’ve been through but then again I guess we’re both lying because deep inside I know you want to be with me and I know that we aren’t over we’re meant to be one day we will both be at peace and know love the way it’s supposed to be
can you perceive this in your mind laying to rest and waking up to a sunrise above our heads and staring into each other’s eyes and thanking God we’re alive I dream it every night this isn’t even right why do I gotta suffer more for something that isn’t even promised I don’t feel pure I feel dirty like I’m tainted and no one on this earth will ever want me these feelings haunt me in the latest hours of night and then an image of your face appears and my worries and doubts disappear because my dreams aren’t reality its fantasy and when I wake up I’m crash landing to the facts that we can’t cover up our tracks
We have a history we can’t erase so are you willing to work at a different pace to finish what you started or is this game it if so end it now leave me with some ounce of hope than to just leave me deserted on some never ending road
I was created to be strong but you’ve broken me I’ve loved you since day one I know without a doubt God made you for me
Published 20th Oct 2012
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21st Oct 2012 6:49pm
Hey, this obviously means a lot to you ....
So, if it is a long process, take the time to learn it ... re-shoot the video & Slooooooooowwwww your roll huh .... just advice not criticism ....
The person you want to send the message to, needs to HEAR your words ... cos at the moment, they're a bit of a blur ....
It's almost as though you just want to blurt them out rather than have to hear what you've written yoself ....
annnndd ... i'd suggest that with your next relationship, don't leave the words unspoken, express how you feel directly to whomever is in it with you .... it'll help avoid getting to this point ..... even if it hurts at first.
One love baby girl.
So, if it is a long process, take the time to learn it ... re-shoot the video & Slooooooooowwwww your roll huh .... just advice not criticism ....
The person you want to send the message to, needs to HEAR your words ... cos at the moment, they're a bit of a blur ....
It's almost as though you just want to blurt them out rather than have to hear what you've written yoself ....
annnndd ... i'd suggest that with your next relationship, don't leave the words unspoken, express how you feel directly to whomever is in it with you .... it'll help avoid getting to this point ..... even if it hurts at first.
One love baby girl.
23rd Oct 2012 9:12pm
