Having hard time being human today...

Having hard time being human today... Just don't seem to have that rape, pillage and plunder urge that humanity seems to do so effortlessly.  
 
As I wrote this in a dark humor I stared at the line realizing the terrible tragedy of my thought.  Suddenly sadness, compassion, aching.  
 
I began struggling to understand what I could not, nor perceive the depths of their collective agony of loss.  
 
 Mind racing, spirit filling with sorrow for many, a need to help somehow, a fear that it will continue, a guilt for not doing more.  
 
 A remorse for failing all. A hate for them that made it. A perfect storm of the heart, tears created in the depths of compassion  
 
receiving all the secret needs of the soul a collective message falling from the eyes the mirrors of the soul, received by the earth.  
 
The sounds and tears of heartache are given to the winds and water to the earth.  
 
 The living God receives from within and without. ~Duke Deltree~