Disappointment

Heated words, blinded by anger.
Pushed around, disrespected further.
Feeling stuck in a difficult situation.
Feeling unappreciated and taken advantage of.
I’m sick and tired of all this shit.
This needs to stop immediately.
I should set my expectations lower.
Disappointed in myself for giving them my trust.
Guess I should stop putting my trust in people.
They would just abuse it, pushing us to our breaking point.
As we hold back our anger, it boils, waiting to explode.
As the pressure builds, we need an outlet.
We scream and ask ourselves why?
Why us, why are we being pushed around into doing what you want.
Feeling that we can’t make everyone happy.
Their words like arrows, why do we put ourselves in harm’s way.
We always go out of limbs for you.
Why should we do it anymore?
If all that we get in return is betrayal, lies and shit.
Nothing we ever do is good enough to satisfy everyone.
Why do we even bother trying to please everyone?
Why should we do this anymore?
I need to scream and let out all my anger.
Before I let it out all over someone’s face.