You Too?

Have you ever been in love?
I have, once.
As I laid crucified on its
Soft and sweet chest,
I knew awe awaited me.
Lifting my head to peer
Into eyes I've never met,
I tightened my muscles
Awaiting the first blow.
With that, the first hit punched
And I sank further into Love.
Again, again, again.
Lovely.
But one day I relaxed,
Naively wafting on a heartbeat,
When it was just I-
Fixated on the orifice illicitness
Of good Game,
Thinking that fairy-tales exist.
Now dangling I scream, "Let me go!"
AS YOU WISH...
Plunging to a slab
Of Lust, I am cold.
I am void to the charm of
Those who carry me.
And there's no one to blame,
But my flag is still raised.
You win, Game over.