Dissonant Heavy Hearts

Make sure you take inventory before you start a new story and the characters begin filing in and filling out there where abouts in your hearts neat files filled with tinder to get these fires burning.
But I wonder this time,
can I conquer the sensation
without the yearning?
I would rather live within the wilderness
than try and tame it,these things were always mine
yet I can't proclaim it-
for I am the queen of a queer quadrant of reality reasonably resistant to social interactions
so I gently put out my hand
and they inch forth in fractions
fearful and fretting yet betting
that I might care to share with them


a
little
piece of mind.