Incubation In Good Times

 Sitting here
as the landscape shades
a broken atmosphere
hangs heavy and waits
I am my biggest fear
opaque can clean to clear
all fake pretends it's dear
Earthquakes
have rumbled here
my head shakes
you're nowhere near .

Comprehension
of self destruction
now pay attention
and fuck the self begrudgement
ego reluction
I know the show
will end soon
by my own deduction
I'll throw my world to suction .

But wait !
there's more than I
I equivocate
when many more will cry
it's not to late
as the crow flies
you educate
the me who's in demise
I celebrate
the freedom not to lie
as you incubate
new life
grown in good times .