Cant cry anymore

I feel if I quit striving youd just let us go
You cant even know how I love you
When dilluted and numb you ignore me
How we got here I have no clue
I try to forsee what it is that made you go from love to hatred
When did you start to see me as the enemy
We used to be on the same team
And I guess ive woke from my love dream
My heart and soul are screaming but what can I do
I look everywhere but cant find you
You look right through me as if im not but a window
A see through ghost of myself I try to get your attention
But im just an echo of a ghost of love gone forgoten
I plead with you not to stop feeling me im dieing cant you see
As I sit in our empty home just me and deafening silence
I pray for you to be fine and to find your way back to my
Heart and to your home and I know by the fury deeply
Set in your amber eyes making them red that your hell bent on hating me
What is left except the nagging that we wont make it through
I just want my place next to you nand you in your place
Next to me im dead without you im alone cold and scared
My feelings arent as important as yours right you have every right
To do what you like leaving me lonely at night but im just to wait
Until forever whenever your done playing games and I long to hear you call my name to remember that I am the love that loved all of you unconditionally
Ill wait until I cant anymore I love you your place cant be filled by anyone but you dear god protect him heal our heart please amen