Unforgiven

Its a curse
There's a force
Even though I'm wrong
I try to stay strong

Which sin can't be forgiven?
Who else's without sin?
Why is my case different
Why is it I can't win?

The prophesy's clear
I see it taking effect
How else can I say I'm sorry?
Will I pay till my death?

Its a curse
There's a force
I went astray I know
I know You're slow to anger
But is mine too much to let go?

Dear Lord I've had enough
If You're trying to teach me a lesson
Consider it learned

My grief's unbearable
Lord are You this heartless?
Will You punish a child
Till he dies from the stress?

If I'm the un forgiven
Why do I go on living?
Is there any sense in my suffering?
My life's so boring

I'm loveless
So cold and fearful
What can I trust?
I'm the un forgiven
My pain's dreadful

My nights are long
Carrying misery along
I can't wait to see another dawn
Maybe a change will come

As I see the sun
A new feelings run through my mind
But in a cruel twist of fate
My hopes are gone

Who's mightier than Thee?
Who can question Your actions?
Just say the word and its done
Or maybe this is how You want it to be

But its not funny for me
Suffering can't teach me nothing
You know I'm about to blow
Lord step up to something

Show me Your mercy
Show me happiness again
My enemies are all rejoicing
Over my pain

I'm lost
Shrinking into the distance
My fate aint improved much
How can I have a chance?

No mercy for me
Judgment's all I have left
Time's slowly ticking
Everyday I die a half death

My sun's going dark
My star has refused to sparkle
No back up for me
I'm all alone in my battle

I'm the forbidden
I'm the un forgiven
I'm the abomination
Unto pain I've been given

Where's deliverance?
Where's all the redemption
My soul's excluded
I feel the wrath's fire from a distance

In the fire but not consumed
Torment too hard to bear
I'm in league with the doomed
Love should be stronger than fear

But I fear fear's taking full control
Accompanied by pessimism where else can I go?
I seek Thy face in the midst of my grieving
Yet without a sign I'm the un forgiven

Lord forgive my lies
Lord forgive me if I disrespect
The troubles' got the best of me
What do You expect?

Wisdom is for You
So is power and glory
I'm just a fool from dust
Telling my awful story

I feel un forgiven
I feel so dark in my soul
And though I hunger for redemption
Its like I'm trapped she ol