Are you here to stay ?

I guess it’s time to happy up.
Grab a pen or even a pencil
Spill my thoughts on this paper
You’re here to help, or so you say
But are you here to stay?
Don’t you dare!
Dare to get my hopes up for nothing
But honestly… you’re the only one that seems to care
It seems like nobody does.
I’m writing about you, yes its weird
You’re saying this will help,
Still not sure how
I’m not sure what to say
My thoughts are jumbled
Lost in this damn haze
I can’t decipher what I feel
Still don’t even know what I mean
I have this headache… It’s kind of killing me
Think, think, think >.<
You’re an awesome guy, seriously you are
You’re more like my shining star
When I’m feeling lonely, you’re there
Which is really rare, No one is there for me anymore
…This isn’t helping…
I can’t pretend I’m happy
When obviously, I’m broken down
Ugh! Changing topic let me go back to you
Your funny, I like that about you
When I need a good laugh, I know who to go to
You’re such a freak… I wonder where you get it from
“Try talking about what you want”
What I want…? Mmm
I feel as you want me to say that I like you
That I still have feelings towards you
That you’re still my only one
Okay I’m exaggerating a little bit or a lot
I never expected you to be there when I’m down
So this is all kind of new
I didn’t expect you to become someone there for me
Someone that’s important in my life
Someone that I’d miss talking to
But… You’re there for me
You’re important to me
And sometimes it feels weird when I don’t talk to you