Just me

Can u count my tears?
If so start with my scars
They were my prequel
A story written on my wrist
Some see it as weakness
To me it's strength
My cuts are signs
I lived to see them scars
Despite my friends and family dying
Despite what he did to me
My heart still beats
My eyes still see
And I still dream
I'm ok today
I'll live tomorrow
I'll carry my cross
Being humbly myself