Get It Together

While I Picked an old scar back into a scab, so I could feel something again…    
I found her love buried in the crevasses of my fingers  
Memories do not wash    
Tear drop stains on a sleeve of a sweater    
Shyt I been tryna forget her    
But I read the universe like one big love letter    
   
Dear    
Everything reminds me of …    
Can’t even read her name without chest pains    
Stolen breaths the pavement stained like a dead leaf where she let me fall for her.  
Newcomers greeted with comparisons    
Imbedded lip saliva repels kisses like poison    
The butterflies she gave me electrocuted by lightning bugs hiding from daylight because tears still shine like stars off my night light    
And so on…its repulsive    
   
Sincerely    
Pull Yourself Together