Melt the Snowflake

Magical, giddy, puppy love returns, embarrassing me in front of myself
How wonderful is this secret crush on you, like a fragile snowflake
 
Images in my head, scenes most passionate, entwined and conjoined
Wild and free, our bodys ebb and flow in this forbidden seduction, the tide sweeps us away
 
Kissing you with all my might, lips wet and raw with desperation
Like all we have is this moment, then no more, our sticky lust will dry up and blow away, forever
 
Longing and distraction, fighting the thought of you in my mind
But you refuse to be denied, seduce me every time
 
At night I feel guilty, lying next to her, dreaming of you
Not knowing what to say when she says "a penny for your thoughts"
 
You're not quite an obession, yet, that would be too extreme, still ...
Thoughts of you so often occur, whether I've seen you or not
 
Then I am practical, talk to myself, "this is all normal", not to be alarmed
Everything will be fine as long as I just accept this, but try not to make it more, real
 
Prickling doubt then whispers, telling me "She probably doesn't feel the same ..."
Making me feel the full weight of this crush, can't breathe
 
Then I see you at a meeting, more than a little distracted, with me
Struggling eye contact, hair brushed behind your ear, nervous teenage girl fidgeting
 
Butterflies swarm, junior high school all over, no escape
A knock at the door, you enter as I fall backwards in my chair
 
Stradling me, our lips devour, then nibble so gently
Clothes discarded, hands explore, the snowflake melts, a puddle on the floor