What We've Feared The Most

I can’t stop singing the same song over and over again,

I can’t stop reading the stupid notes you wrote to me,

I can’t stop thinking about who we thought we were meant to be,

With silent screams I’ll show you how much you mean to me,

And this is what we’ve feared the most,

This distance we have created between us,

Not physically but emotionally,

I feel like we’re not the same anymore,

If that’s “love” for you then I don’t want to “love” you anymore,

If this is how I’m supposed to show you how much I care for you,

Then I don’t want to care for you anymore,

If all of this is worth it then why aren’t you worth it anymore?

In the end after everything,

Why must I still suffer?

This is what I feared the most,

To get attached only to have to let it all go.