Nonexistant Savior

You don't exist
Why did I ever think for a second
That you did?
Why did I crush my own hopes?
Why did i have hopes at all?
Why do I even feel?
I prayed
and prayed
and prayed
but you never came
You never stopped the tears
You never held me in your arms
You never cooed me to sleep
You just...
Never existed
A nonexistant savior
a feeble dream
a weak hope
a hopless fairytale
I want to believe that you're there
but I can't.
I have no faith left
I wasted it all on a lie
I don't know why I did
But I did
But...
It doesn't matter.
You don't exist.