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what has become

i realize
that my intentions
cause unneeded tention
it's difficult to stare in the mirror
when I caused my own fear
for the first time
I can be honest
trust is only reconized
when you can filter
your own truth
through
hypocritical self lies
you can push all the fucking reasons
to make it ok
but your only left with sham
it may not show on the outside
but your integrity
� � � � � � � � � � � � � s
� � � � � � � � � � � � L
� � � � � � � � � � � � � � O
� � � � � � � � � � � � � W
� � � � � � � � � � � � � � � L
� � � � � � � � � � � � � � �Y
� � � � � � � � � � � � �FaLLs
� � � � � � � � � � � �down
and is now replaced by PRIDE!!!!!
oh fuck it's a temporary shield
that is so easily reviled
it can take very limited abuse
then it's purpose has been used!!!

is it time to surrender
have I become
the victim
of my own
desisions �
how did I becom so dumb
my feelings for souls
who used to love me
are completely numb
please help me
what have I become

Written by jigg82

Published 16th Sep 2012

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Re. what has become

jenny_is_hungry

24th Jul 2016 4:22am

Something happens when you lie to yourself and find it hard to face the truth that lies in your own character. Eventually even the relationships you've created are shit because they were forged through lies. I may be taking this poem to a personal place, but that's what it said to me. Great write.