Let it die

You left me here, you cut my heart,
you went away, it was so hard,
the pain that I felt in my chest,
you said goodbye, gave me the rest.

You just came back, yesterday.
I had so many things to say
and yet I will not meet you now.
How can I face you? Tell me how?

When I don't see you, it doesn't hurt,
I noticed that and I was prepared
to let this friendship slowly die,
without ever telling why.