I'm Alone

Feeling alone, scared and deep despair
Did you know how much I cared?

You touched my heart and soul
But beat me down and raped my joy

Feeling lost, confused and can't cope
Just because you couldn't stay away from the dope

I tried to help you in life
Now I'm living with flashbacks and strife

You are sitting in a jail cell
While I'm facing the world of hell

Covering up my bruises
making so many excuses

Trying to face the world day by day
Not wanting these traumatic emotions to stay

I gave you everything I could give
Now emotionally I can barely live

You took everything from me
Will I ever be free

I loved you, obviously your love was untrue
Your evil and anger showed thru
I'm alone, scared, hurt and don't know what to do