Mia

this is not completed..

Mia will always be there
attending my lunches and dinners
I wake up and Mia awaits
when time is hard  
I have lost all control
Mia  is there

When I am angry and hopeless
I cant fight back
Mia steps in

All she asks is that
I only devote myself to her
Mia promises me a dream
of having control

" you are the one with power"

In doing so I have chosen
to commit to a life
of pain , purging
anxiety and low self esteem

Mia has become jealous lately
as I have chosen  to let her go
she has made me suffer now
weak and death like
paying back for all the times
she was there
No more sense of pleasure just pain

forever I will be there you know
in time you will return to me .

No Mia I reply
My mother knows and so do all my friends
you are alone now Mia

Deep down I know
Mia you will for ever be there