Back To You

here I am drowning in the tears I cry
does it even matter how hard I try
maybe I should split my skin
let the physical pain make me forget the emotional pain I'm in
everyone says hold on
to remain steadfast and strong
but can't they see?
without them there is no me
my family is everything to me, my reason to live my reason to fight
and being so far away from them just isn't right
no I'm no giving up just yet no way no how
but I'm really missing them right about now
without them my blood and life turns cold
when I'm away who am I to hold?
no boys love can compare to the love I get from my family
their the only that makes me want to be happy
God, I miss them, why did you let them take me away once again?
Lord I'm trying to trust in you, but you've got know the kinda pain I'm in
the darkness is calling to me
but I can't go back to that world again can't you see?
I'll do whatever it takes to get back to my family
because their one of the few things on this miserable rock that makes me happy
I miss them so much it's true
but I'm waiting for God to bring me back to you