Must let it out

I am one man that is looking for
One person that I can love and adore
Not someone I'm forced to share
Lovers are only a pair

Trying to get serious and not just for fun
I just want honesty, yet it weighs on me like a ton
No cheating and no lies
I'm a gentlemen unlike many guys

I want a answer not a alibi
If your angry just tell me why
There are much needed questions in my head
They needed to be released and said

We can work this out
That is what relationships are about
Perhaps I over reacted a tad
But your messages are driving me mad

I'll drop the hammer when I need
To get a answer for comfort to feed
I hate to doubt, makes me want to shout
Waiting for the next solution to come about

We all need a peace of mind
A search we spend a life time to find
Is it ever a possibility?
Or will it disappear and leave like humidity