Shade

My heart won't break anymore
After all It's been through, it has gone hollow
All that's left is this;
A dull and grey shade of who I was

And I won't feel anymore
I'll just stare at you,
Wishing I could get them butterflies
But I can't
I'm so far gone, I don't feel a thing

Look at me
Or more precisely,
Look at what's left of who I was
Don't you feel disgusted?
Doesn't looking at me just make you want to cry?

There's nothing wrong with me,
You say
That's a lie,
One I've grown sick of hearing
There's so much wrong me, I don't even know where to start