Singularity            

 Following diverging paths
into tomorrow, separately,
I am alone until you arrive,
fearful of awakening my sleeping monster,
who transports me according to whim,
often leaving me stranded and abandoned,
in strange states and unknown places,
where you can be seen, but never found.
Once he departs in a mad frothing fit,
releasing reason as hope is destroyed,
and my cycle of life begins
its dance to death again,
my only remaining salvation from self
should you never arrive,
before I collapse into singularity
for an eternity, separate
without awareness beyond self,
yet insane unknowingly,
with love's absence, without you