The Prayer

My mind runs, I can't even catch if I got a head start
God please help me, I really never did fit in
But I know you made me special
But sometimes I can't help but think of all the precious things that I let slip away
Cause If I die today
I don't want my last memory to be thoughts about how I never got to see the world
Or even my popularity with the girls
Chances to express my feelings but I never said a word
Though I wanted to be heard....
I've made mistakes so I can't help but feel nervous sometimes
And I know I've sinned so I ask that you forgive all of my crimes
I thank you for the good days thank you for the bad
I've lived longer than some of my family members ever had
But that thought makes me sad
I wonder if they look down to see what I've become
And the trials I had to overcome
Do they see a savior?
Or do they see what I see, a failure
Some just can't be pleased
My mind won't be at ease...
I never knew of a pain so real
But I doubt you understand how I feel.....
Cause if I die before I wake
I pray the lord my soul to take
But please don't cry, just know that I have written these poems for you
And if I die before I wake
I pray the lord my soul to take
Because my life is so unusual....

J-Sly
@Slylyfe1169
#ODDIE
*Derived from the song “The Prayer” by Kid Cudi
Hmu in my inbox, like/comment please I've been working on this for a minute to express my feelings without giving a life story. Until next time Peace and Love to all of you