hurt

as i lay here alone
my tears pour out
i call out for you
but your nowhere to be found
so im left alone to drown
i feel like im a ghost
dissappeard from everyone
do you see now
do you see my pain
do you feel my hurt
or is it still fun to see me hurting
treating me like dirt
cant you see you broke me
part of me wonders do you even care
or is this all a joke
noone sees my tears
noonesees my hurt
noone sees my pain
do you see it now
or should i dissappear
like a ghost gone by night
the tears keep coming
the hurt and pain gets stronger
what did i do to get this life
why does it have to be me
just wish it would end
but it never will end
i grow more deppressed everyday
day after day i ask for help
but noones ever listening
so why even bother
is there any point