daymare

Closer to losing  
the thing's I'm abusing  
I've thrown away  
                 Everything  
that might be worth using...  
 
 
Dispatch the Army  
every time  
  I sleep with the enemy  
Though we tread lightly;
It seems  
        like the end-of-me  
All in at once  
when I've been so  
      conservative  
All on a hunch  
   
           I don't deserve to live?!?  
 
So am I asleep?  
               Far from awake  
Close to submission  
Just for the sake  
of trying to listen  
 For  
the countless Sheep  
who fall into line  
       Falling  
Into the clutches  
of those  
      I have in mind...