What Is On My Mind

A lot is on my mind.
I can barely put it to words.
I like him,
So I asked him out.
But I feel stupid to do that.
I barely know him.
Why am I rushing it.
I shouldn't have.
But I did.
I don't think he likes me that much.
But I really like him.
I don't think I am his type.
I am probably not.
Wouldn't surprize me.
Nope.
Not at all.
Hardly any guys like me.
I am always single.
I just want someone to love me for me.
Maybe he will.
Nah.
Probably not.
What am I thinking.