thanks for keeping me alive

see that girl over there?
the one that people think
is perfect and does no wrong.
that's me.
everone thinks i'm a "good girl"
they think i do no wrong.
what they don't know is
i'm the girl that
goes out drinking every weekend.
bet you didn't know that did you?
i bet you also didn't know
that the girl sitting back there has a horrible life.
sure i live in a big house,
my dad is the judge,
and my parents aren't divorced,
but since i have a big house,
that means bigger payments,
which means less money.
did you know that?
yeah sure dad is the judge,
but that means he works all the time
and has to travel to meetings and
i barely get to see him most of the time.
and yeah, my parents aren't divorced,
but they fight all the time.
that's only part of the story.
what do you think of the "good girl" now?
still think my life is perfect.
well you can have it then
because the only thing keeping me alive
is my best friends.
not the fake ones though.
the real ones who aren't backstabbers.
so here's to you!
thanks for keeping me alive.