Philophobia

Philophobia

What is it like to have someone hold you with care?
How do you not shy away from their lovely warm stare?

I just realized I have a fear,
I'm afraid of becoming too attached
Of those I hold dear.

As much as i want to kiss you here and there,
I can't help but wonder
If you were of this ever aware?

I'm in love with you,
But the pain of past rejections
Still haunt me out of the blue.