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indecision

had i known that heaving sighs can
dry the marrow and shake the soul
would have probably come prepared
cause tonight i would rather die
than cry

being a man sure is a curse
you eventually have to unearth
e v e r y t h i n g
treasures secrets love

and not knowing the heart is but
a black spot on the sun of your
being

had i known all this
would have come prepared
but now living is not an option
hope that death contains much
less than this

but what is the
value of hope
post blackout
.

*[Archives. 2010]