Insight

Im no gangsta Rollin in a beamz with guns I'm no fish swimmin in the streams under the sun either I'm jus me for all I can be for my kids family and self searchin for my wealth I know I'm worth more than a toy on the shelf meant to be kept and not forgotten feel like I'm a movie everybodys watchin seen it once and pushed awah  nothin important nothin to say everywhere I go stupid shit gets in my way keep pushin to the next day hopin that my feet will stay firmly in place steady and straight destiny and fate should I move or wait  choose a gate pick a path make a mistake come in last the ends comin up fast i cant outrun my past held down by the weight of  pain regret and hate walkin on broken glass stayin in a confused state of mind I'm far behind and ahead of my time walkin a thin line bound to fall either side is a bad call so I gotta stay tall make it to the otherside hopefully a brighter side and not a dead kind i try to stop and reAd the signs they say stay off the grass no trespass but my dyslexia kicked in and I saw no stay fuck off pass the grass so I walk carefully into the woods cuz I'm alwahs misunderstood by not misunderstanding wat I should see as makin no sense I guess it's cuz my head is dense I'm different than the normal populace I'm more than a awkward gent more like a majestic serpent but not a snake in the grass cuz you see wat you get so I ain't hell sent or heaven bound the more I stand the harder I get knocked down but we fall to learn to stand I'm destined for greater than I am and no I don't like green eggs and ham I like green things from the land it helps me get the upper hand on my inner self tryin to get a handle on my mental health which has been gone since my youth