Hangman's pine

Shooting up, shooting stars
You get so lost, you remember just who you are
It's a Pill popping, heart stopping
a Fork in the path, kind of day
I'll bleed all my good dreams out
While you just walk away...
Don't stop,
I don't need you
Maybe my self esteem will boost
so I can find my heart before you
drown in the bottle of drunken hope
I broke my back hundred different times
just to find the courage to tell you we'll be fine
But all i could find was this rope,
raised up on the Hangman's pine.