Unstable

Laying here awake in the dark
seeing this crimson red blood flow out of my arm as if it has no other place to be
Paranoia and skitophrenia covers up the real me
Heartbreak and anxiety attack me
Hopelessly wondering in another deminision
Waiting and wondering where ive been hiding all of my life
My life is so messed up so unstable
Mentally and emotionally UNSTABLE
I hope you know now what youve done to me
Hurt me, abandon me, fuck me over... but its okay
Cause i have someone new who wont fuck me over like you