Every line is about who i don't wanna write about anymore...(please read)

Ever since I remember
I tried my best to keep quiet, disregard everything
Your lies I so conviently swept inside
Your a case, a problem
The relentless torment
Fails to let me stand up
I did try
You were there and you watched me (you watched me cry)
These tears reel down my eyes
And a division of my heart is dead
Because I demand you
I miss you and I must have you
That always did annoy you
That's a shame and I signify every word of this
We will all burn and bleed until the completed world is red
I see you all, dead

But I, I'm fine

Just, half alive

Half alive
you're all brainwashed and left to die
Half alive
There will be no one behind, quite like you and me
Sign off on that fact

My biggest fear is not death
But knowing one day, I will die
Take in my last breath
Without floating into those deep blue eyes
Without you being mine(i'll die if you arn't mine)
You held me down and covered my mouth
Tightly, fourcefully, and then your mouth opened
"Kiss me, NOW! or i'll hurt you again Haley"

Half alive
Half alive
"Fuck me" if you honestly love me
Half alive
You remember releasing those words
It haunts me
Your a murderer


Brand New is beating in my head
I'm already dead
I'm already dead
Come find me in my bed
I'm already dead
I love you so much it hurts my head
And only you can understand
Exactly what that means

But, I would drive my car, off that bridge, in the song...
Even if I knew you were inside or not
And I would hold you down Bear, but I wouldn't squeeze real soft
Because then atleast I know where you fucking sleep...
Right next to me


I am crazy.