Crystal Clear

Why can't I stop?
I want to change,
get better,
reach my goals.
But Iv'e been a bad girl ...
Iv'e fallen into temptation
and became starstruck.
The first hit of the pipe ...
I wanted more.
I just wanted to leave the dark
and say hello to her.
I couldn't resist her ...
so I gave her a try
and I loved the high.
I felt free ...
I found the light in me,
but once I ran out of my precious gem,
I felt like I could never ...
see crystal clear again.
I felt sick and depressed,
just wanting her more and more,
but the thought of what she would do to me
put me back in the dark.
With no freedom,
no happiness,
no life ...
because I gave into my urges
and took a hit of the pipe.

Written by: Mariah Dalli